{"url":"https://akabane-k.hatenablog.com/entry/baf99b6cbd896e61cb73fe71a4bf4515","author_url":"https://blog.hatena.ne.jp/akabane_k/","author_name":"akabane_k","blog_url":"https://akabane-k.hatenablog.com/","width":"100%","description":"Mieko Kawakami\u306e \"Heaven\" \u3092\u8aad\u3093\u3067\u3044\u307e\u3059\u3002 \u4e3b\u4eba\u516c\u306e\u5c11\u5e74\u306f\u5b66\u6821\u3067\u8650\u3081\u3092\u53d7\u3051\u3066\u3044\u308b\u305b\u3044\u3067\u3001\u6b7b\u3084\u81ea\u6bba\u306b\u3064\u3044\u3066\u8003\u3048\u3066\u3044\u307e\u3059\u3002 No matter how we live our lives, we all die sooner or later. In which case, living is really just waiting to die. And if that's true, why bother living at all? Why was I even alive? I made myself crazy, tossing and turning, hype\u2026","provider_name":"Hatena Blog","height":"190","type":"rich","published":"2023-02-13 07:31:48","categories":["\u82f1\u5358\u8a9e"],"version":"1.0","provider_url":"https://hatena.blog","blog_title":"English Collection","html":"<iframe src=\"https://hatenablog-parts.com/embed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fakabane-k.hatenablog.com%2Fentry%2Fbaf99b6cbd896e61cb73fe71a4bf4515\" title=\"sucker punch - English Collection\" class=\"embed-card embed-blogcard\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" style=\"display: block; width: 100%; height: 190px; max-width: 500px; margin: 10px 0px;\"></iframe>","title":"sucker punch","image_url":null}