{"url":"https://backtolife.hatenablog.com/entry/2022/05/09/073112","type":"rich","blog_title":"\u5358\u7d14\u306a\u751f\u6d3b","author_url":"https://blog.hatena.ne.jp/straycatboogie/","width":"100%","title":"2022/05/08 English","provider_url":"https://hatena.blog","html":"<iframe src=\"https://hatenablog-parts.com/embed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fbacktolife.hatenablog.com%2Fentry%2F2022%2F05%2F09%2F073112\" title=\"2022/05/08 English - \u5358\u7d14\u306a\u751f\u6d3b\" class=\"embed-card embed-blogcard\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" style=\"display: block; width: 100%; height: 190px; max-width: 500px; margin: 10px 0px;\"></iframe>","provider_name":"Hatena Blog","author_name":"straycatboogie","published":"2022-05-09 07:31:12","description":"Today I worked early. In the morning I thought I was ended. Although there were no reasons, I was haunted by anxiety and even thought that \"If I died today\" (Indeed, this is ridiculous but it is hard to exit if I am haunted by this kind of idea). But my work doesn't treat me tenderly. So I started w\u2026","image_url":null,"blog_url":"https://backtolife.hatenablog.com/","categories":["journal in English"],"version":"1.0","height":"190"}