{"blog_url":"https://syusyokuhasasami.hatenablog.com/","categories":[],"provider_url":"https://hatena.blog","author_name":"syusyokuhasasami","html":"<iframe src=\"https://hatenablog-parts.com/embed?url=https%3A%2F%2Fsyusyokuhasasami.hatenablog.com%2Fentry%2F2023%2F06%2F04%2F195728\" title=\"dilemma - syusyokuhasasami\u306e\u30d6\u30ed\u30b0\" class=\"embed-card embed-blogcard\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" style=\"display: block; width: 100%; height: 190px; max-width: 500px; margin: 10px 0px;\"></iframe>","image_url":null,"published":"2023-06-04 19:57:28","blog_title":"syusyokuhasasami\u306e\u30d6\u30ed\u30b0","title":"dilemma","url":"https://syusyokuhasasami.hatenablog.com/entry/2023/06/04/195728","description":"i have started to write about my daily life and thoughts in english. i feel the need and desire to do something meaningful, but i can't stay fuulish like jobs. i think that i may lack time, money, and other resources, but should't dwell on those limitations. i have to let go of such thoughts. in the\u2026","author_url":"https://blog.hatena.ne.jp/syusyokuhasasami/","width":"100%","height":"190","provider_name":"Hatena Blog","version":"1.0","type":"rich"}